sO WHATS CRACKIN' HOMIE GS?  wELL ITS THAT TIME OF YEAR AGAIN.  tHE TIME TO PUT ON THE BATHING SUITS, PUT DOWN THE PENCILS, BREAK OUT THE YEARBOOKS AND START CRYING.  iTS CRAZY THAT SENIORS ARE ALREADY ABOUT TO LEAVE.  wHAT A GREAT, INTERESTING YEAR ITS BEEN.  tROJAN PRIDE IS ON THE RISE ANYBODY?  cAN YOU BELIEVE THAT HAPPENED THIS YEAR?  WOW.  
well thats all i got for now.  peace
 

LYDIA I'M SORRY.  
I AM SHAMED.

OMG!!  You guys are so helpful and encouraging!  Today was the best and I think the storm is over--my emotions are stable.

Okay-- I do not know why but lately my emotions have been all out of whack!!!! I've been overly sensitive and that is so not cool.  WHAT TO DO?  How do you guys handle times like these.
Also I've been bitchy to certain people in my life because of this and I wonder should I apologize or act like nothings happened.

BOYS SUCK ONLY BECAUSE I DON'T UNDERSTAND THEM AND ESSENTIALLY I AM SCARED OF THEM!!!!!!!!
I figure that some of my emotional distress has been brought on by liking a boy.  ARGGG!  I feel as though we have nothing in common and that I sound unintelligent because I say and talk about stupid things 99% of the time.  I don't mean to but, Its hard for me talk about certain things--did I mention I'm scared of boys....

Arrgghhh!  But tomorrow is a new day and I'm going to try to stay calm and collected.  And to help myself focus and not worry what people think I'm going to repeatedly tell myself that there are a bunch of little stars in the universe and a bunch planets that don't revolve around you.  (The quote went something like that I heard it on REBA).

Robyn, I am so sorry.   My prayers go out to you and your family.  
LOVE YOU.

Seether Rocks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  They're coming to Maryland on my birthday!  IWANT TO SEE THEM IN CONCERT!! BOY CAN SING 

IF YOU COULD BE ANY  DISNEY PRINCESS WHICH WOULD YOU BE?

"Razors pain you; rivers are damp; acids stain you; and drugs cause cramp.  Guns aren't lawful; nooses give; gas smells awful; YOU MIGHT AS WELL LIVE."

I realize today that everyone--from my mother, to my best friends, to my siblings-- has qualities I don't necessarily like.  But, instead of trying to ignore that person or kick them out of my life, I have to look at what I like about that person and ask myself "Do I learn from them?" and "Can I count on them--to be there for me, to let me cry on their shoulder, to share stupid jokes with? 
And then I ask myself am I the kind of friend that people can count on or if I teach my friends by being myself.   And i think about the people who have always been nice to me and I've let them down one way or another.  Or the people I shrug off because I'm not in the mood to talk to and then as a result I miss certain things and I missed things I should have seen which could have saved a whole lot of time and trouble...
ESENTIALLY SOMEBODY WHO THOUGHT OF ME AS A FRIEND AND I DIDN'T SHOW THEM THE SAME KINDNESS OR PATIENCE OR WHATEVER BECAUSE I COULDN'T GET PAST THEIR ANNOYING QUALITIES.

So its something I realize I need to change about myself.  
So I will work on it and try to be more kind and friendly and patient and understanding.


THANKS YOU GUYS FOR BEING GOOD FRIENDS TO ME I LOVE YOU ALL !


Some Quotes I found :
 Alice Walker: No person is your friend who demands your silence, or denies your right to grow.
Alan Cohen: It takes a lot of courage to release the familiar and seemingly secure, to embrace the new. But there is no real security in what is no longer meaningful. There is more security in the adventurous and exciting, for in movement there is life, and in change there is power.
Charles DuBois:The important thing is this: To be able at any moment to sacrifice what we are for what we could become 
Eleanor Roosevelt:People grow through experience if they meet life honestly and courageously. This is how character is built.

“For everything you have missed, you have gained something else, and for everything you gain, you lose something else.”

Ralph Waldo Emerson quotes

Marlene Dietrich (1901 - 1992)

HAPPY EARLY 17TH BIRTHDAY ANA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!